roads – Poetry by BD3

Suicide By Loneliness 02/21/23

The day I dieWill be on a happy oneNot by a freak accidentBut of my own handsYou’ll never know it was comingAll I hope is thatIt’s a day I’m actually not alone Surrounded by my loved onesI can’t keep begging for attentionAll I want is for someone to show upRandomly, not me asking, just themProvingContinue reading “Suicide By Loneliness 02/21/23”

Stories In Our Eyes 10/19/22

The eyes tell us stories.They show joy and pain.Tales from our lives.Bad, good and everything in between.Your eyes show a deep pain,Mixed with loss and heartache.Joy does exist,But damage is prominent.The same exists in mine,I’m sure of it.Worthlessness and depression,Haunts my past and present.We are both beings daydreaming,Watching life as we stare unto it.Together weContinue reading “Stories In Our Eyes 10/19/22”

Silence in Love 08/15/22

Love isn’t always loudOr shown in physical affirmation Nor expressed by speaking itLove is complicatedIt’s a manifestation of feelingsMixed all within our soulIt can be silentSomething that must be learnedThrough trial and failureExperience and chanceMost of all it must be feltResting in front of one anotherMoments lost in each other’s eyesSilent love becomes powerfulEmbrace it

Love & Doubt 05/03/22

In the pale moonlight I regarded the beautiful lady laying next to me Her doubts deadened by slumber But as she wakes will they return? Or will she give herself completely To the love we previously pronounced Our history of friendship Will that diminish this new founding? As I lay my thoughts stirred on thisContinue reading “Love & Doubt 05/03/22”

The Past 12/17/21

the scars of your betrayal echoed withinmy mind the wounds of your actions devoured my heart the pain of your lies shattered my soul the loss of your love ended my being

A Dance With Death 07/29/21

I’ve stood upon the precipice, Awaiting was only death. Though she left that night alone, For even I was able to refuse her. The cold grip was not enough, A fire was lit unto me, And I was freed.

Red Sun 06/08/2021

When the Gods diedThe masses cried The red sun is nighBlood fell from the sky Drenched was the groundScreams created soundEscape was not foundDeath to be all around The God’s were deadThe masses fell red The red sun endedBlood and bodies mended The world was lostDeath was the costSouls became frostDying from the exhaust

Three Years to Nowhere 04/30/21

You left me alone in tears,After telling me nothing would break us.Now you act like it was coming all along,You left me alone like a hot mess. You made three years feel like nothing,After a house, a dog and a ton of memories.Now in a few short moments it’s over,You left me broken and shattered.Continue reading “Three Years to Nowhere 04/30/21”

Love Is A Dead End 04/21/21

I thought it was about finding someone,Who was like me.I thought it was about being with someone,Who can love me. What it actually is,A game you play with person after person.What it feels like,A forever journey of talk after talk. I thought I’d found her,But I don’t know right now.I thought she’s perfect,But I mustContinue reading “Love Is A Dead End 04/21/21”