The day I dieWill be on a happy oneNot by a freak accidentBut of my own handsYou’ll never know it was comingAll I hope is thatIt’s a day I’m actually not alone Surrounded by my loved onesI can’t keep begging for attentionAll I want is for someone to show upRandomly, not me asking, just themProvingContinue reading “Suicide By Loneliness 02/21/23”
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No One Listens Anymore 02/14/23
Why use words?When no one listens…Words spokenBut always brokenEach day, same routineEvery lie, a guillotinePromises are madeActions then forbadeTime passes byMemories left to dieActions not takenBonds become forsakenWhat words must be told? When no one is there…
You Fucking Killed Me… (Part Two) 11/10/22
You fucking killed me…I would have burnt the world for you. Or explored every corner,Relished you upon every foothold. You were every dream I had.A relic to be worshipped,And the person I gave all to.Years later and I’m still healing.I died hearing the words,That uttered you being done.My pain runs deep. Not knowing if I’llContinue reading “You Fucking Killed Me… (Part Two) 11/10/22”
You Fucking Killed Me… (Part One) 11/10/22
You fucking killed me…I can’t trust anymore.My heart won’t open anymore,At least not like it did for you.I don’t feel like I used to.My mind struggles understanding,Why you did what you did.I haven’t been as happy as I was. My soul was and is broken,From how you abandoned it.I will never recover from this.My loveContinue reading “You Fucking Killed Me… (Part One) 11/10/22”
Stories In Our Eyes 10/19/22
The eyes tell us stories.They show joy and pain.Tales from our lives.Bad, good and everything in between.Your eyes show a deep pain,Mixed with loss and heartache.Joy does exist,But damage is prominent.The same exists in mine,I’m sure of it.Worthlessness and depression,Haunts my past and present.We are both beings daydreaming,Watching life as we stare unto it.Together weContinue reading “Stories In Our Eyes 10/19/22”
Alone 04/09/22
I’ve died a million times in my head There’s more to come Depression is like a cancer of the soul It will follow me forever Crying alone in the many dark rooms The future will surely supply more Loneliness infects always weakening the heart Forever alone in my head Falling and failing seems so inevitableContinue reading “Alone 04/09/22”
Poison 12/21/21
Stiring in my mindDreams of deathAs life drifts apartPoisoned by desire My heart torn at each threadRipped from careDisturbed I’ve becomePoisoned by loneliness Black is this soulPain forged withinCorrupted and crudePoisoned by love
Soul of Fire 12/21/21
Dead eyesBroken sighs Edge of lifeBlood upon knife Soul of fireWanting only desire Sun diesNight cries
The Past 12/17/21
the scars of your betrayal echoed withinmy mind the wounds of your actions devoured my heart the pain of your lies shattered my soul the loss of your love ended my being
Mom 08/29/21
You’ve had many trials & tribulations The risk of your life having meThe ups & downs between usThe losses of family close You’ve rescued me more times than I can count She’s a book worm and an animal rescuer.She’s a clean freak and a vegetarian. She’s a dog mom and a beach lover.She’s my motherContinue reading “Mom 08/29/21”
Poetry by BD3 