The day I die
Will be on a happy one
Not by a freak accident
But of my own hands
You'll never know it was coming
All I hope is that
It's a day I'm actually not alone
Surrounded by my loved ones
I can't keep begging for attention
All I want is for someone to show up
Randomly, not me asking, just them
Proving it's a real friendship
Words through a screen don't help
Promises digital won't erase
The emptiness in me
Actions physical are my proof
Just remember I wrote this promise
Y'all are great at reading problems
So maybe read this and show up
Cause if not, I'm dead
The blame isn't yours
The day I die
Will be my decision
One when I'm not alone.
Poetry by BD3 